SUPP PEOPLE!:D went out with Diana Sally and Amanda today. hmmm... met Diana than Sally at compass. Sally went to buy her things all than meet Amanda. off to bugis i think? than to white sand all. hmm the trip is really long and.... tiring~ anyway yeap! train to whitesand than walk around waited for Charissa to come. than went prawning with her and Crystall Ling. 8 left and all. eat KFC. but dun feel like it. throw it away like half? than off home! i'm tired but dun feel like sleeping though:/ haiz.. ohvell tml going Charissa house. and cant wait for 16&18 dec! whoohoo! andand 30th:D (Y)

supp! sry for not updateing lately. was lazy. nth much. today went out with Klyde and Jiaqi. went to Nex. fucking big plus alot of damn ppl. first time went with my mum and my watch kena hitted by a auntie alr-.- but anyway who cares. bough a jacket. than shop and all. serach for PX than go slack all. after that back to Nex again than to Jiaqi house eat than home! not going to sleep as i need to pei that Pig-->Klyde to jog at about 5 plus am. sian ttm:/ haiz.. but ohvell can kill fats! i like(Y) just hope that Monday training wont be tiring:/ nth alr. bye!

back for posting. sry for not blogging this few days~ was tired and all.so have been slacking with Charissa this few days. is fun man!:D (Y) enjoyed alot. today mum called say air-con uncle coming. rush back home. waited and all end up never come-.- mum suddenly reach home at 5 plus. ask me mop floor. i did and all. haha! shouted at her again~ hang up clothes and than went to bathe. walked to plaza to buy KFC. chatted with Wengyan(Y) have been long since i ever talk to her that much! miss it badly!): nth much. plucking my dead hair now and gonna webcam with Charmaine later:D

Finally i have been texting you. and can see that we are getting closer. i like the feeling. i dun mind ppl look at me while i'm smiling to your texts. i like love it. wish to get closer to you:D

I'm not perfect but i keep trying.


Woke up at 4pm. texted and all. down to meet Charmiane and Jen at Amk Hub. eat and all than went to MRT there to wait for Charmiane sister. after that bus down to near Amk area there to find her dad. than cab down to J8 and eat Pizza. joke with her sister and all. damn funny (Y) haha! than shop around and MRT back. reach home and everything. sister came back saw my hair. she say she use to have this hair style before. but how come i didnt know?:/ ohvell... dun care:P haha! nth much.

 i just wanna get drunk and say out everything from the bottom of my heart:/

HOHOHO! sry for not posting. i'm lazy plus cant post:/ sian~ today went with Jiaqi for interview. Meet Diana and Evangeline at CQ. buy wad i wan and all. down to mustafa and city square mall. hope and everything than went to block to settle things. than cab down to grandma house to eat than cab back. nth much. bye. feeling stress for keeping everything to myself in my heart:/ 


talk to charmaine and she promise me things. feel kinda better now but still kinda sad:/ but ohvell. i hope she keep her promises. I can love you until i die. until i can do silly things. but after all, i only can love you at your back becoz i know both of us wont happen anything. and ofc i know you had someone in mind and i cant have you.  


I'm not an awesome friend. i'm not good enough to be an awesome friend. another way round. i'm a useless friend that give troubles only. i cant promise to make you laugh and smile and be crazy but i promise to be here whenever you needs me. i'm sry bout everything. i really do:/ 

supp ppl!:D so had a great day yes?:D woke up and all went to meet Klyde and Diana. Diana got a shock of my hair(Y) ohvell. dun care. headed down to WWW. play and all. injure my leg:/ than 6 plus went to eat than head to Diana house to "die" my hair. haha! colour not really that obv. but yeap i like:D than back home. tried to sleep but cant. nth much. bye!

Dear Dude, maybe i say it here is much more easy for you ba. firstly, your Dp really scare me): ohvell... kay back to you and her. dun think so much. just let time prove everything. dun have to think too much. and ofc dun give her too much stress. she wan you to go on. but she doesnt wan to hurt you also. but if you really love her, you should let her go and let her have more "freedom" not saying you not giving her freedom. hmm.. maybe you can try thinking of how she feel? first, she doesnt wan to hurt you but you are like giving yourself too much hope. she doesnt wan to give you fat hope that's why she send you that.  so yeap dun let her know that you are sad for her. Rather, you should let her know that you care for her even you are just her fren. Cheerup kay? no one likes to see pretty/hamsame girl sad like you:D always here for you^^

i suddenly missed you. not just abit. but alot. but you wont give a damn. your mind is only her. ohvell... haiz..