I'm not a good person after all.

back to blog now. hmm.. i'm suppose to wake up at 10am but end up 10.55am. Sharlene called me. than i rush down to meet her at Hougang mall. ate our lunch/breakfast there. after that went to buy sth for Jiaqi. then down to NUHS to visit Jiaqi. she's look alright. no worry. I went there to play with the wheelchairs also:D was damn fucking awesome! haha! stayed ther til 9 plus than uncle send me back. back with a happy feeling but end up was fucking sad. got war at home. idk wad happen but my mum shouted at my sis damn loud. and so on. i guess my mum cried.



sister went out just like that. idk why but i still miss her and love her yes i do. mum just blame me for everything. like for fuck? i'm not a thing for her to throw anger on. she buy those things i wan to show love? oh mum i would rather you to save up those money and buy me love. but love cant be buy even you are very rich. brother still can eat happily while sister is gone. rite,you will be the most happy boy at home when sister is gone. oh well. i cant do anything alr. go ahead if you wanna throw anger on me. but just dun blame me if one day i'm dead,than i'm sry i cant bear with it anymore. if you saw me having cuts everywhere still,dun blame me. is just me. is just a cut for me to forget everything. the feeling of a cuts=shiok. if i broke any of your promises i'm sry. i cant mean it but just i need to do it. the feeling now really sucks. idk wad to do alr.
i would rather be dead now.