hnmm... today nth much. wake up rush down to Sharlene's house. teehee~ enjoy lots in her house. steal her food and eat^^ haha! i love to go ppl house and steal food. kay than study and all. after that auntie bring me to wengyan house there. than meet wengyan and go jean house play candles. 12 than reach home. brother dw let me use com-.- pissed. after bathe out. took dad's com as mum com dk at whr-.- than use. chatting with wengyan now:D
kay i noe i'm your nobody but at least think that i'm human pls. is like you tried to annoy her. but think luh. yknow i like you than like that. i know i cant control you. but still.. think of me luh. i'm a human not a person for you to play with. yknow becoz of you always being sad angry and all. i cut myself to make me feel better. i always wanted to text you. but idk wad to chat so i always send you stupid text hope that we can text longer. but i was wrong. haiz... in times i always wish that you could be mine but now i dun think so yea? idk but i'm jealous whenever "others" that is close to you writes on your wall so bravely but i cant. like wtf luh. i stayed back until so late just to see you longer. but you also so sad! i promised you to cry with you whenever you cried. i did. i wish that you could text me first whenever you cant sleep. but the wishes i wish always didnt come true. i waited for like damn long? ami wrong to love you or am i extra to like you? i everyday go to your profile and see just becoz i miss you ALOT. but whenever i go, i will be like damn sad luh. you should know why. your "others" ppl post things and all like fucking hurt me only kay. you ask me not to cut. but do you think why ami cutting myself in the first place?is becoz i love you alot! alot until i can die for you. haiya idk luh. all i kow now your mind is about the "others" luh. i dun fucking stand a chance in your mind. i know i understand. sometimes i hope that you could understand me also. but you always wont. argh. dk wad more to say about my feeling for you luh. i just know that i'm your nobody thats it.
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