I'm not a good person after all.

i need to pee now!): after blogging than go pee. school was okay. i tot today was wed-.- argh! slept during maths time coz having test. sleep tio damn shiok than too hot so i wake up-.- fuck the weather! than dk wad luh than sleep again. sian. this is how my life in school. after school stayed back for fun. "was staring at you all the time" you just look damn funny:D(Y) i like! haha! kay than met Diana outside school bus stop. than walked to compass. than shop awhile went to her house to have diana. used com. forgotten to log out and she went to use my facebook-.- i hate it when ppl use my acc like this-.-


fuck. mum just just came back? the moment she came into my mum is just scold and nag-.- nth better to do is it?! wtf. started war just me and mum. wtf! i'm missing my sister now): whr you sis? come back!): you just dk how i feel. i may be okay outside but inside? is just broke into shit and you cant fix it back again becoz you hurt it. and i bet you will never know how much i love you. wadever i say to hurt you is = to hurt me to. haiz.. wadever it is you just dun get how much i love you luh. fucking annoying now. next week bro going genting sis fight with mum so haiz.. mum aiming on me-.- give me a break man mum! i need it badly!): i had enough of it.
mum,if you gonna do it again,dun blame me for cutting myself becoz you forced me to. if i'm dead i'm happy.
i wanna be a happy person just like how others is. i just cant. give me a break! i hate this. i hate this house. i'm just like in jail!): seriously mum give me a break or i really cut myself.