Thursday, September 23, 2010

school was okay. hmm.. today didnt sleep. was doing weell in maths:D(Y) than science CC came to chagne our bag. lame shit. after school slacked awhile than head to RM. walked under the rain(Y) i like. teehee. ate long john. than after that walked back school. front gate saw Tiffany's dad chatted with him awhile than headed in to school. scared Shalini:D hehe. kay than study awhile than off to play. haiya we laugh until like no one cares like that:D haha but can say we are enjoying ourself!!:D teehee~

kay.yknow wad? whoops i'm sry i forgotten you will never know. i seriously wanna be the one for you whenever you are down or sad. but i know you will NEVER share with me. i'm just thinking that much. i saw you today with a sad face. i wanna text you and ask wad happen. but i'm just way too scare that i might annoyed you. i know i'm not better than anyone else in your eyes. but seriously i love you very much and nth can chagne that. yknow i like you but.. haiya i just dk how to say out my feeling luh. so annoying): i hope you wont read this. i'm just way too useless to cheer you up. i;m useless within your frens/juniors. kay i;m sry i'm being useless. i dun have a chance too. anyway hope to see you tml with a smile on your face.

as for you~ nth much. i have been kinda auto to talk to you and text you. haiz.. everyday the same only. yknow sometimes i tot of just giving up everything. too much stress=headache ttm. haiz.. sometimes idk how to handle things. i know i'm at fault. i'm sry. hope you are doing well with your girlfren and frens around you. all the best yea?

sometimes i really feel fucking useless. i cant cheer ppl up,i cant cheer myself up. than wad am i born with?! wtf. seriously i could really die now. my head is killing me now. haiya. there's like more than 1 feeling in my heart now and i totally dk how to say out. i'm cheering ppl but no one cheer me. i admit in school sometimes i'm just faking a smile. i'm sry. hope the one i love/like/care will always put a smile there!:D

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