I'm not a good person after all.

sry didnt post yesterday. waas like damn tired only~

yesterday went to Jas house to bake cookies/cupcakes. went to hougang first to buy those things than to RM. than head to as house. do everything and all and started:D baked for Charissa,manda,yeo,wengyan, jas,sharlene and her mum:D haha! we do like about 4hrs? argh! haha! kay than reached home about 10plus. haha!

today nth much luh. do art than put the cake in Charissa bag. and she read the letter-.- argh! and after school waited for Charissa. while waiting we past the cupcakes to manda. haha! i was like telling wengyan"eh! faster faster coming le! oi faster!" haha! funny luh. than thye hugged them~ and all. than they came to Diana house. we slacked awhile than down to Hougang coz Charissa wanna cut hair:D than after that went to 5th floor toilet to pee and than off to slack again. reached home about 7 plus.

the feeling of being jealous is like... only idk how say but i bet you guys noe how it feels rite? i told myself is noraml and i enjoyed myself today!:D haha! but than heart still kinda pain. haha! tml another day gonna hid yea? haiz.. i'm a loser so yea. idw to lose to but you alr got another person to love. you dun reply me you dun do things like before. means wad? trying to fool me? alright let me tell you this kay? i try not to let you fool again. i'm no trying to blame you for everything but seriously luh i'm not a 3 yrs old child-.- so enough is enough. i'm trying to study hard and than you seems to be always in my heart why? (you get my number but didnt text me wad's this-.-) fooling me by another person?

yes tiger. i noe you are BIG. but so wad? bro at home. wad's your prob? can you dun blame every fucking shit on me? you noe i'm not a strong girl. i'm not a thing that you can always throw anger on. yes you can throw but not like this? talk to me nicely and ofc i will comfort you rite? you shout here and there no one will be happy. you fight with tiger dad and now tiger dad is coming back late and i miss him. you noe in 1 day i cant talk to him as much as i wan): he's always drunk and all. you noe how i feel? i wont tell i wont say you will find out soon with all the cuts around me. now living room there's no one. i shall do it now.