I'm not a good person after all.

today school was okay. no morning meeting(Y) morning went to search for my loser to do duty, than Heidi went to draw my hand-.- than lalala.. lessons-.- talked OPY. haha! during maths fell asleep. Miss Ng saw me sleeping and qus me. and all. she saw my hand kena draw than say me. explain to her and than she ask me go wash:D than washed my face too. took report book. after i took i told myself not to sleep during lessons time alr. got to bark up. after that was science. cher didnt come so another cher came. do finish our worl,i sleep again. after school rush back home. bathe and all and wait for parents. went to collect my passport and took cab down to Hougang plaza to meet Sharlene mum. than than went to Ice3 to eat dinner. was having fun there i swear. finally can have fun! was laughing like mad at there. haha! i think i didnt took med? than used Sharlebe's mum Ipad., haha! shiok only! than her mum drive us around. was damn mad after that-.- argh!

so now wad? not frens anymore than wan another troblues? omg! pls luh why you ppl  cant give me a break?! house got war alr now come another war-.- fuck. go ahead luh. the more we end up not being frens. idc if you bring gang anot luh. as long as my gang bigger can le-.- fucking got prob sia you! nbcb. more like you changed-.- your WHOLE class dun like you luh pls. think about it wad you have done. i changed. so wad? at least i still got good frens rite? oh well if you think THEY are better,than go ahead then. since you walked this road yourself,dun turn back again. i'm not going to accpet you as a fren ANYMORE. wadever i talk you dun listen YOU talk i MIUST listen. wad is this? being frens with you = i'm a dog-.- i hate this life! i happy with my life now without YOU. get it? knn. you are just making me jealous and looking for another trobluues. pls luh hor. first i wont get jealous 2nd trboules? you can get into troblues first anot? if cannot than fuckoff luh. act chio-.- think wad? got boyfren=can act meh?! be yourself luh pls. at least i learn to be myself after i met my classmates-.- Family and Frens=Fucking bitch,(not all)

while in the van otw to collect passport de time,my mum was damn angry and throw her anger on me-.- think wad?! another wan looking for trooblues uh?! ccb! she took my MP3 away. argh! llike fguck only luh. knn. seriously give me a break. i could really enjoy today you know. just by YOU and FAMILY, my happness =shit-.- i hate this life! alright. if you wan to give me this type of life,go ahead, i seriously dun care anymore. the more i could only say out at bloog to let everyone read then. idk wd to do anymore.
sometime i think cutting is a better way.