I'm not a good person after all.

                             I'm sure enough i'm not good enough for you. but i'm trying my best here:/

                                      Just wad it says, there's a thousand of reasons not to give up.

I'm in a lost with friendship. i really dk wad's really happening and idw anything to be gone. like seriously we would be a very close frens if you never went to them. maybe i wont be the best ears for you. but just FYI i'm here for you no matter wad my fren. cheer up alright? if you cant take it anymore you can tell me and i promise i wont tell anyone. no one wanna see you with sadness in your heart but outside you are faking a smile yea? smile always and cheer up!:D
ohvell.. so today training was tired and kinda pissed? kay idw to say anything. after trainingw ent compass with Jean and Fatin. saw things i was not suppose to see. ohvell.. than ate and all went to Fatin house. watch her sister play badminton and all then went back. reached home went down with sister to meet parents than off to eat dinner. nth much. bye.

so is seriously damn obv that she's way much better than me. but you can NEVER sees how hard i'm trying to win her. or maybe you cant even see i'm winning yea? ohvell you will never know wad's happening to me. wadever i did for you is all from my heart.  haiya you are just making me to stop the feeling. but no matter wad, i will try to hold on that feeling.

so wad? YOU all always say Safely come first. than when i'm trying to protect myself, you come and scold and all. seriously wad fuck you wan? unreasonable only-.- nbcb! haiya i know and i understand that in your eyes, i will neve be improve but to get worse yes? dare to deny? fucker sia. but no matter wad, i will prove to you that i'm trying my best to improve and i will get the goals i wanted-.- fucker!