I'm not a good person after all.

wakeup numbers of times. wake up bath and all. used com was waiting for sharlene's ans. end up the whole plan fail. went to met hole round 4 plus. ate frolick and went compass study. than walk back. reach home eat and all. nth much bye.

kay as yknow you are the wan always hurting me. i guess is a long post again yea? kay random. anyway ya you are the wan. but idk why i still love you alot. well you can chose not to tell me everything but cant you see idw you to go on with your life like this? i swear is really hurting me BADLY. in a moment i stop and think of you. think whr are you wad you doing if you okay anot. but all i get is my ans. i know you wont ans me as to you i'm just a shit. haiya wadever luh hor. go ahead and think that i'm a shit. but still i'm not angry with you. kay i admit i was angry yesterday afternoon. but not now. idk why you making me jealous or maybe sad? idk wad's mine feeling. all i know is you hurt me yea? yknow becoz of you i waited for your reply til damn late? i dun dare to sleep just for a reply. i closed my eyes and is all about you. is it... love for you getting deeper? haiya idk also. like just now... sua idw to say anything here now. if not more misunderstanding will go on. now i only that i'm a bullshit to you a shit life for me. i can really die now. i know cutting catn help but i guess i'm doing it again after my left hand recovered. i know it hurts you guys but yea i cant help it. sry. yknow stress have been adding in. is like seriously wtf have i did for my pass life? i wanna cheer you up but you wont reply me-.- like some shit luh hor.*internet is pissing me off* if only you could be mine things will get better and oncce again just hoping a text from you. in this place at this time and i feel save when i look in your eyes. ohwell i guess you happy i will be happy. idk why you just make me jealous. argh! idk how say luh. sua. forget it alr. i give up kay? fucker! ncbc. fucking get out of my life luh. knn.