was suppose to meet Jiaqi at 10. i woke up at 10.35:/ i'm sry. went to plaza to eat breakfast than hougang. so on and so for. than came back. meet Wengyan and Jean at 2 at compass. went to City Square shop. saw Jean fren so went there chat. she's a nice person yea?:D 6.15 left there went to Bungkok to meet family. haiz.. wate time only-.- than back. nth much. My mood now is damn sad. maybe i should just vent everything on blog.
so i wanted to text you today. i try to control. i didnt text you until i reached home. i found out that you went to her house and had lots of fucking fun. maybe you could say i'm a jealous bitch. go ahead and think. all i know is that i love you but you hurt me. haiya idk wad to say now luh. yknow i cried again coz of you? Michelle told me alot of things. she tried to cheer me up. but i'm sry there's nth that can cheer me up now. even through there is,i'm just faking a smile. ohwell... i'm thinking of giving up on you. but i just cant. haiz... just fml. idk why i love you also. yknow wad? no one could feels how i feel now. so i just give up on myself. maybe i'm thinking too much. i know the text is not for me but if that text is for me,i will be jumpping around now. haiz.. when i'm alone i think. i think and everything comes to my mind is you. now my mind is replying how you hurt me. thats all.
get this rite girl. i treat you as fren not more than that. no point texting me whole day. so wad if i care? wad i reply was just fake. haiya just fuckoff! i fucking hate excuses-.-
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