sry fot not update my blog as i dun have my com with me:/ so last night woke up having a fever. pack and all down to grandma house to stay over. grandma help me massage and everything. feeling must better and i miss those miss when she really care for me. but this time round i guess is not she caring for me i bet is i'm caring for her and looking after her more. yes i used to be very naughty. talking back to her and everything. but now i change towards her. when she's lost i ran under the rain searching for her. pray that she will be alright. and i'm glad that i found her with both my goodfriends. all i hope now is there's no more rumors and i can treat my grandparents better. and idk why i suddenly think of that. and my heartbeat is beating very fast now as i'm scare to lose you, grandma. thats it.
idw to hurt anyone from now on. but if only i can. idk why i cant learn from my mistakes. is like i did it over and over again, hurting my frens over and over again. is not fun. i wan my frens to enjoy themself than being upsad. ohvell if only i could done that, i could alr done it long time ago.
Dear frens, if i have ever hurt you once or more. i'm very sry): i know i wont be the one beside you whenever you are down or sad. but that word "sry" i really said it through my heart. i know to some others it might not help. but i'm just sry. that's wad i could only did. i might not be a good fren to you all. but i swear i did tried. i tried caring for you guys and all. but i just failed. ohvell.. i'm sry): (this includ you)
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