I'm not a good person after all.

supp ppl! went for training and all. very weak only:/ than went to meet Klyde at compass. wait. before that went to RM and buy things than to compass buy my cupwalker and all than to Klyde ahma house to eat dinner. played that puzzle i bought. than do stuffs and all back home kena scolding-.- like some fuck shit. nth much. bye.

so i not suppose to blog out my feelin. but ohvell i cant tahan anymore. sry ppl:/ so just becoz i came back later and all than parents have to scold and all. just so fuck shit luh! yea. i admit i'm a shit to you mum dad. but i'm also a human! so wad when you always buy things for me? NTH! i just need some love and caring. but you guys dun show. wad fuck is this? i always get hurt by the ppl i like, the frens around me and all. and when i reacch home with a sad face, i always wan a qus from you mum, dad which is "are you okay? why you look sad?" and all. but thats not you all ask. is like you guys will just blame everything to me and started scolding me. i'm not a human to you yea? and wad all housework fuck shit all i do. so wad if i'm the youngest? parents working sister working is that means that i have to do every fucking thing at home? haiya wadever i'm just a shit luh.

 idw both of us to tears apart:/

 i will be waiting for you at a roadside. no jokes.

 just for you, i can poke my heart like how it pokes in his hand

i did that just for you. but not as perfect as others.

 girl, you are beautiful.

so yup since i'm blogging feelings out, i shall blog bout you also:D so didnt text you for like ages? feeling kinda miss you now. for this few days, i have been thinking without my stupid plus shit texts, do you feel slient or anything? nah i bet you feel nth at all~ ohvell. wadever. at least i feel kinda happy that you have been posting things. idk if the feelings still there not. and when you are down no one is there to cheer you up with retarded texts.tell me how you really feel can?:/. haiz.. why is it loving a person is so hard than living? ohvell i just have too face the facts that YOU are someone else and i'm just a outsider trying to be the 3rd party:/ and once again i asked myself "if you ask me a qus ans is wad i like, my ans will be YOU. but i dun think you even bother to ask or maybe i'm not even in your mind:/ wadever is it. i think you are still in my mind. if i said i dun like you i might be lying to myself only:/

Girl, no one wants to see such a cute,pretty and beautiful girl upsad. hope you will be happy everyday with your frens. i love you:D