I'm not a good person after all.

yknow idk why i got the feelng of jealousy. i read your blog. is like... haiz.. the feeling you wont understand. i'm not trying to be jealous here or wadever. maybe is like you trust her more? idk. you dun even reply me. like some fuck shit. you went out with her like no one care. i do care. and i'm free whenever you wanna go out. but why am i always making the first move? WHY? i bet you dk how hurtful is that. i can really just cry now. i dun think you will read my blog. but ohvell i know even after you read, you wont even text me. maybe i'm just thinking too much? but just to let you know, the feeling in my heart is still the same as before. you wont even know wont even feel.