I'm not a good person after all.

now is 4.18am and i'm still awake. chatting with Diana now in msn. haiz.. sometimes is like really my fault luh. but just dk why ppl just dun admit it lor. i'm like fucking sad now idk why. i fucking dun understand a fucking shit bout me now. fuck it luh luh seriously only! my fault alright MINE. -shouting ofr penknife- alright i understand. my fault alright?

"All blame is a waste of time.


No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you. The only thing blame does is to keep the focus off you when you are looking for external reasons to explain your unhappiness or frustration. You may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming him, but you won't succeed in changing whatever it is about you that is making you unhappy." in all this while i have been blaming myself for everything. idk why. but jsut a feeling. I praise loudly, I blame softly. alright i think i'm goign lock up this blog soon as no one could really read it.

i'm just bored and i think they are cute:D i like. haha! alright now is 4.36am i shall go sleep now goodnight!