today wake up at 8am. than went to hougang to meet Sharlene:D wanted to go her house and meet her but end up no:D while waiting for her i almost fell asleep. than when she reached i went to shit and she couldnt look for me^^ hahaha!than her mum treat me eat(Y) thanks uh! yup than after eating went to Sharlene's house:D haha! i was like damn stupid only idk how open the door and i open the wrong wan-.- sharlene still laugh at me!): than used her com and went to shit again:D haha! than i heck into Sharlene's twitter acc and facebook to post rubbish:D haha! damn fun luh than fall asleep while waiting for charissa. wake up at bout 2? went down to meet charissa and diana at compass. than down to diana house slack. played waveboard and bilk. cycled to my house here to pump air than i went home to changed pant. than off to carpark and play. haha! i like it when we were there luh:D than 6.20 left coz got dinner. than came back waited for dad and off to fetch sister. slept in the van as always:D haha! saw Nigle and Baxter. chatted with Nigle he damn cute only luh:D haha! than back home.
now you dun even fucking tell me wad's happening how do you wan me to care? i tell you my thing and you just ORH. idw that ans i wan a caring ans. i was damn upsad/piss when you gave me that ans. When i'm with you at night,you dun walk me until that far. why? than when she's with you,you walked her to dk whr. i admit i was angry/jealous but no one know that. i told myself giveup no point you alr got your eyecandy person. alright she asked you to be more good to her but now she treating her like she's your girlfren than me? a shit to you? i cant stand it. anyway whenever i closed my eyes while sleeping my mind is about you. i just cant take the fact. i'm in the dark and i'm waiting for you to come and lend me your hand so i can get out of the dark. but when i need you whr are you? i know you got house prob thats why i dare not look for you. but cant you see i'm sad and need you? alright as i said you got her. idk wad to do alr.
idk why nowadays i just love to stare at pp boobs): is like so shiok only. just now chatted with Nigle Di. he make me laugh only:D but i'm just putting a fake smile to him. i lied to him. i'm sry Nigle. when i get in the van i heard wad my mum told my sister. alright TigerMum. i know i'm a useless shit to you. i cant help the family. i noe. but wad you wan me to do?! i know is lack of money. you dun let me work. i seriously cant think of a way le.haiz.. alright that let it be. i'm a uselessShit. idk wad can i do alr. i'm sry. wad if i told you i cutted myself? i dun think you will care rite? alright then since noone care i shall go ahead if i wan to.
having a fucking bad headach now guess tonight i'm not gonna stay up so late as i tml got to wake up early to change my bedsheet and mop the floor): haiz.. 3 days didnt sleep well): fuck it!
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