I'm not a good person after all.

very long since i ever blog. was busy studying. believe?:D teehee! kay. nth much. school=study study=stress. so yup. today went to see doctor after exams. than went to eat than back to school study. but fail. after that like 4 plus? got the mood to study so study lor. is like cant believe i sit that close with you today. my heart almost drop. after that went to compass eat dinner with Sharlene. than took bus back. in the bus there's this fucking idiot auntie-.- argh idw talk this again fucking change my mood-.- than i changed and all down to Wengyan house to study, fail again. was talking stupid things plus storys. they say i noisy): haiz.. kay than wait until sharlene's mum come fetch us than back home:D nth much luh. will blog after exams i think? i'm kinda lazy~

you hurt me more than once. i took long time to recover back and today you almost hurt me or maybe you hurt me and you dk as you forgotten i like you-.- i swear is damn pissed. argh! kay you wont know how it feels. i asked you whr you go and you can say you went to eat with her. like dun need so stright rite? trying to like make me jealous? than come back with her again and dk go whr. like wtf. seriously luh i cant take it kay? my heart is just as small as yours. cant hurt too deep or it will just break. so fucking stand out of my heart can? i beg you. i'm listening your fav song while writing all this. i remembered i used to over my blanket over my head and start to cry over you sliently. you dk anything but how i wish you will know. i'm not trying to give any stress on you. so now wad? awesome company? wow! i'm all alone yea? but i still got my awesome frens. i'm not trying to get angry over you but i'm just telling how i feel. you texted me just becoz of my tweets. is like wtf? beside tweets cant you like text me first? oh well i dun think you even think's that i'm in this world. whoops i'm sry i'm just nth to you. now the only thing to could talk to is your frens and she rite? kay i'm out if this fucking thing. but seriously luh. try standing at myside and feel how i feel can anot? haiya. wadever i say now=shit. no point saying out everythings. go ahead and do wadever luh. FYI i'm not angry. i still love you. just that i'm fucking sad now.